Defeated

My first week of student teaching is over...which also means the first week of this quarter is over as well. I am overwhelmed. I was telling Angela last night that I feel defeated. Yesterday was a pretty bad day...just seemed like anything that could go wrong, went wrong. Needless to say I am without my car for who knows how long because I couldnt get the stinkin key in the ignition at all. Feeling defeated is a rotten way to end this week, but I am seriously hoping this weekend brings some rest and rejuvination my direction. Mostly because I want to give the people around me all that I have to give. I want to be enthusiastic when I am teaching. I want to show love and grace to the people that I live with. I want to show appreciation to my professors. I want to show people that I care about them, and I dont really feel like I can do this if I am feeling defeated.